"Heartbreak"

Long day at school just got off work
Heading to the crib moms made some jerk
Look at my phone 10 message from her
Love my life right now look at my smirk
Everything was never this way hardship of course
Take you back 6 years when I was just 14 of course
Had a bad chick by any standards who was down for my team
Loved her crazy some would call it puppy love like
Hit the AOL chat we was sending smileys full of love
And my mind would go crazy when she called the house phone for fun
Months went by and things began to slow
I can feel the vibe between us was really getting cold
Suddenly one day her sister hit up my phone
Yo girl got a problem with her heart
She got a hole the size of a quarter
Shaped liked a dart, it hurt me
Shame to see that she might pass away
The girl of my dreams has finally past away
Shame that she slipped right before my eyes
Young kid could do much but cry
Days of me and my pillow just to get by
Weeks go bye and then months
Till one day im chillin with a silly flow
Message pops up and says “hey how you been”
Surprised im like whose this what kind of joke are you playing
She reply’s “it’s me don’t you care that I’m alive”
Silly girl played tricks like a dog now my mind is on fire
She was never dead just wanted 2 see if I was a liar
I gave her my heart and she burned me with cold fire
So never can I take seriously a girl who complains about life
My heart been leaking like an oil spill no gap to stop my life
Story untold now it comes too light
A smile on my face 6 years later
because I knew I’d be iight

J. Cole - Gladiators

Rushed Love

Rushed love


Love is a slow process like the shallow creek weaving through a grand canyon
So young in thought so minute in age
The years of lust slowly replaced by days
Days of wishing and needing for your life to be complete
Times like this can feel lonely without a person to sweep your feet
Never should you rush love that only leads to teary sadness
No need to be a hoe though and catch 15 bodies on a daily average
You value is what you think not determined by other peeps


Never rush relationships because diamonds are that deep
You'll never be wifey if you smashing for his leather
You like one boy and the whole crew is behind you, clever
Its ok you got a nice body and your smarts are up to match
you can focus on your work and stop stressing about these a catch
this post directed at you if you hear what im putting forth
take your time slow and begin 2 measure all your faults
words taken lightly can leave the biggest faults
and actions looked away seem to me come back with some force
Listen please and turn the lights low
I whisper the same truths, now the ball is in your court.

Difficult Women & Simple Men

What follows is a diary of a couple and how their days went.

HER DIARY:
Tonight I thought he was acting weird. We’d made plans to meet at a bar and have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, and I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment.
Our conversation wasn’t flowing, so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed but he remained quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong; he said nothing was wrong. I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can’t explain his behavior. I don’t know why he didn’t say “I love you too.” When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV. He seemed distant and absent. Finally, I decided to go to bed. About ten minutes later he came to bed and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts were somewhere else. He fell asleep—I cried. I don’t know what to do. I’m almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else.
My life is a disaster.

HIS DIARY:
I shot the worst round of golf in my life today, but at least I got laid.




Courtesy of http://www.divinecaroline.com/22323/39044-it-s-point-view by Ophelia Payne

Look in the Mirror

We all have our strengths and our weaknesses and at times we use other things in our life to cover for the things we lack. One thing that i constantly see people especial those of the male variety do, is use the fact that they can "get plenty of women" as a front for their own problems. I've seen many of my brethren fall to this statement. I've personally have tried the "single girl" approach and it's worked and failed plenty of times, but the problem that people seem to get is the insecurities that not only females have bought upon themselves but males as well, that its simply fine to deceive, lie, cheat and manipulate. When along these years of my existence did it become perfectly fine to do all of this and people still respected you? Women complaining about how they can't find decent men yet they have a track record of dating the same guy and calling all men the same. Men constantly complaining about how women are deceitful and liars, but quick to manipulate a women for some quick sex. Both sides are wrong, but as typical humans we allow ourselves to commit the same things that we swore off the last time and then cry wolf when it happens again. No gives anyone a chance now a days always wanting to live the fast life in the fast lane see how fast they can get that pussy how fast they can get his dick how fast you can cuff all this fast nonsense. slow down I've reached the age honestly where each move has to be methodical and calculated, the decisions i make here have life-long affects. everyone claim they mature, but ask yourself what makes you that way, and what have you done in life to actually say you are? People all over need to look in the mirror and ask they self who they really see, the real you might just be scarier than you think.

The Commission

Had mad fun last night but i have to admit a lot of people are fake as shit. I think between Jon, Clayon, Tsemaye and I we promoted the open crib hard body mad people hit us up and then no one came. These probably be the same people who always complain every weekend about how there is never anything going on. Not only did we have a grill running with steak, burgers, and hot dogs, but we had chips sodas, some music and mad bottles of liquor. Despite me being the first one 2 K.O (i only had 2 hrs of rest and i was already tired" we was popping bottles last night. Fake people came out in droves the second we posted a picture of us with the bottles poppin, once again people are fake as shit. We had people flake but my boys always got my back the Commission as we like to call it is always a team. You got some of the funniest, smartest and ignorant people in the world, but i respect them all because they like my little family. All together tho we adapted and had fun even gave my boy Charles a cake for everything he does for us, now thats love. If you ass wasn't there oh well to bad for you, but if you gonna talk about how you aint do nothing this weekend then shut up because 120 Pelham road was live last night.

p.s Henny with hypno aka the Green Hulk is dangerous but taste great.

Disrespect

A picture speaks a thousand words what does this say to you. Some might find it funny, some might say its Obama's fault, and some might talk about how female babies aren't respected in Asian societies. what do you think?